Ränkin - Numb Lyrics

Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game
Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game

2-21 it was time to say good bye
Never thought you'd leave these tears keep falling from my eyes
It'll be ok they say it's hard just gotta try
Cause soon when you think of him you only start to smile
It's crazy how things changed now everybody trynna carry me
They throw dirt on my name like they the ones that's bout to burry me
Trapped inside a maze need a way up out this mystery
Had to disappear from everybody just to set me free
Trynna overcome my pain but it just won't stay away
I swear it's like a darkness taking over that I can't replace
It's deeper than I thought can't control so I'm now afraid
Can't even sleep it's always nightmares so I gotta stay awake

Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game
Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game

I'm at this stage in my life where I show no emotion
I keep it bottled up inside and you can't crack me open
Can't show no love to these folks so my heart is frozen
No putting pieces back together I'm already broken
I get depressed and hit the gas so I can stay above
It makes it worse when everybody showing fake love
Sometimes I wish there was a way that I can unplug
My existence make no difference wouldn't even budge
I ducked off and I let myself go
Saw my reflection in the mirror seen a person I don't know
Suppressed my pain from everyone just so it wouldn't show
I'm glad it's airing out now felt like I was bout to blow

Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game
Been going through some shit but now I'm numb to all the pain
Had some hardships these past months and it ain't ever been the same
Just battling these demons swear they picking with my brain
Took some L's but kept it moving I just charged it to the game