Feel nothing's been changing, still stuck sabotaging what I worked so hard to escape from
Why do I love being in my head so much, and f*cking hate every thought I have
None of this shit makes any f*cking sense
It hurts knowing that I'm always gonna deal with my intrusive thoughts
F*ck... F*ck... Yeah
Still walk with me
Talk with me
Hate all the shit I been thinking about
Shit I don't want it in my f*cking head no more
Shits intruding too much
Got me stuck on the toilet
Beating my meat for several hours
What the f*ck is wrong with me
Why the f*ck I need to beat my dick for several hours looking at pornography
Shit ain't getting through my head, I think I need telepathy to pick my ass up... off that toilet
I need to stop flexing all my god damn legs
Both them getting too tired from sitting there
I also need to stop writing some fantasy
Shit I know I got some weird thoughts in me... my head
F*ck
I know I got some weird thoughts in my... head
Please don't f*cking hate me no more
I can't get shit moving quicker than you