Rob Michel - I See Myself Lyrics

Sometimes it seems I've been pushed out of place
Seems like I'm running someone else's race
I know what my heart feels
But say it out loud and it doesn't seem real
I don't cry myself to sleep
I just cry I just weep
I see myself through others eyes
And I don't know if that is why
I think I'm different I'm not the same
I don't know what's going on but I'm ashamed
I can read other people's faces
I can be in other places
I think a lot about everything
Not just me and where I've been
I think about stuff no one knows
Stuff I cannot possibly show
Some things cling to my mind
Some things drag me far behind
I could go on forever like this
Saying where I think I missed
But that's exactly what brings me down
I don't wanna carry these thoughts around
I just wanna be free
To go through life most simply