I hate myself
A little more everyday
Oh please don't tell
Hurt myself in a rage
Don't want no help
Won't believe what you say
Go f*ck yourself
No changing my ways
Nothing special I'm as average as it gets, yeah
I play the devil when it comes to advocates, yeah
I'm a rebel how I do it just for kicks, yeah
It's now or never, I'm not settling for this, no
All too often I'm making mistakes
Seems like every other night
I have a dream of your face
And thats real, but I'm fake
I'm a dog on a chase
You're the ball
I'm a waste of
This space I'm taking up
Blame myself for the way I am
No scapegoat here
Always canceling my plans
I'm a last minute check in
Late again for a flight
Have to stay another night
Damn, I hope that's alright with you
It's hard for me to understand
Why you want to be around me
Anytime you hold my hand
I still find that shit astounding
Imma make another jam
Can you tell me how it's sounding
Tryna make a hundred grand
Get so much, I can't count it
I hate myself
A little more everyday
Oh please don't tell
Hurt myself in a rage
Don't want no help
Won't believe what you say
Go f*ck yourself
No changing my ways
Nothing special I'm as average as it gets, yeah
I play the devil when it comes to advocates, yeah
I'm a rebel how I do it just for kicks, yeah
It's now or never, I'm not settling for this, no