Delmarva Video (MV)

When she told me I should die, I've always wanted to comply
That's why I'm right here, light years away and I'm so high
In the backseat of this taxi, it's taxing
Painting on a smirk, fingers down your skirt, waiting on the fast lane
Distracting
I'm just looking for a way to make it through the day
I can't recall your name, but you know the game
We're not looking for a future, only for a flame, right?
I wonder if this's the only way to both keep it real & get my thrills
Rollin' through the hills, rollin' on them pills
And a blank stare every time you're mentioning your feels

I'm sorry if you needed more from me
Your love is dripping through my soul so porously
You need to think that there must be more to me
Tryin' to live my life, end end my life

I really f*cked up this time, this line's runnin' through my head
Layin' in my head, wishin' I was dead
Existential dread, every time you're slipping off your dress
You've been living in a day dream, a nightmare for me
Ooh girl
You're stressing me, impressively, every time you ask what's next for me
When you say us, when you talk about trust, all I can think about is how I must
Finish what I started 10 years ago
You're supposed to be invisible, understand it's mission critical
That everything here is just physical

I'm sorry if you needed more from me
Your love is dripping through my soul so porously
You need to think that there must be more to me
Tryin' to live my life, end end my life
I'm sorry if you needed more from me
Your love is dripping through my soul so porously
You need to think that there must be more to me
Tryin' to live my life, end end my life

When I look into your eyes, all I think about's the time
When you told me all those lies, like I'm supposed to buy you're not the same girl
I am not insane girl, I know what you came for
In this blizzard you are no snow angel
Tell me baby what's your angle? I'm just lookin' for the devil
Yeah I think I found your halo, but it was on another level
I'm trippin' I'm fixin' to f*ck up your life too but I just must finish my task
I'm wishin' that you'd get the memo is that f*ckin' too much to ask
Mmmm, yeah
I'm stuck in the past
My ego is fragile, it's crashin' & there's no place to land
I'm lookin' for the darkness, feelin' so heartless, but you keep on extending your hand
I just want to die, I don't care if you cry
Or understand why
I just need this more than life tonight

I'm sorry if you needed more from me
Your love is dripping through my soul so porously
You need to think that there must be more to me
Tryin' to live my life, end end my life