I'm just outside your window, trying to subdue my rage
I'm cleaning up the carpet, scrubbing up old stains
I'm running down the alley, way past the oral stage
I'm parking in your driveway, incoming sever pain
I'm taking hold of objects, something blunt alright
I'm leaving for home early, lucky roll of the dice
I'm catching him up quickly, barely put up a fight
I'm dialing up your cell phone, reception cold as ice
Don't run away, you can't stop it anyhow
It's a runaway freight train, and it's right outside your door
Alone, again, how far out? How far out? She says
I'm choking on my anger, blood red tired eyes
I'm weighing out my options, maybe a nice surprise
I beg to be mistaken, happy to drown in lies
I see him make his exit, will chase him down in time
I'm starting up my car, concerned that something's wrong
I grab the kitchen knife, and rush outside headlong
I notice you're not moving, just beating upholstery now
I'm coming to my senses, and wipe the sweat from my brow
Don't try to pray, I'm not listening anyhow
You've called upon the fate train, and it just knocked down your door
Alone, again, how far out? How far out? She said
And she did it, she said it, time and time again
I repent I swear