How did I get here
Ignoring my problems
Having fun instead of tryin to solve em
Rather get out of my own head
Embracing my crazy
Like Alice I'm faded
Unable to find any stability
I've hurt and I've worried my loved ones
Hasn't gotten so bad that it's irreversible
But I have the power now
I'm at a crossroads
I hate to let go of the girl that I know
But who am I really anyway
Anyway
I break hearts, self destruct, procrastinate, self deprecate, seek validation, put on a fake face
To the mirror I could never lie
The reflection is mine
Default by design
So I metamorphosize
And I no longer wanna make bad decisions
But I can't stop because I'm under the influence
I told you not to fall in love
Then I cliff jump
I enjoy every moment
Until I look up and see how far I've fallen
Got no way to escape
I hate to let go of the girl that I know
But who am I really anyway
Anyway
I break hearts, self destruct, procrastinate, self deprecate, seek validation, put on a fake face
To the mirror I could never lie
The reflection is mine
Default by design
So I metamorphosize
The reflection is mine
Default by design
So I metamorphosize