ROCK9 - Anxiety Lyrics

Damn
Damn, F*ck
Damn
I been so depressed (So depressed) I hate this stress I'm going through (I hate stress)
Tired of keeping to myself, I need some help I swear I do (Keep it to myself)
I been thinking about my death and how I die, I know it's soon (Thinking about my death)
It's just me myself and I and no one else that's just my mood (Me, myself and I)
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive (Just wanna die)
I just hope I get hit with that choppa bout a hundred times (Don't wanna be alive)
I done shed so many tears
I don't even feel the cries (Don't feel the cries)
I been holding all this pain inside
See it in my eyes
I suffer from anxiety
I got all this anger that's inside of me (Anxiety)
Momma she don't love me she just tired of me (She don't love me)
Gotta face reality
I don't love myself is my mentality (Mentality)
Suicide is definitely what it gotta be
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide)
Fighting with myself or am I selfsh
Do I pop these 30 pills
Right now all in one (30 pills)
Do I play Russian roulette right now
With a loaded gun (Russian roulette)
20 stories in the air
I just got to only jump (Only got to jump)
Anxiousness building up in my guts I think I'm throwing up (Anxiousness building up)
I don't need nobody that's around me to be showing love (F*ck that love)
Pouring up, pouring up, pouring up, I'm still pouring up (I'm still pouring up)
Boiling, I'm boiling, I'm boiling up, this shit boiling up (This shit boiling up)
Adrenaline rush I'm about to jump nigga what the f*ck (I'm about to jump)
I been so depressed (so depressed) I hate this stress I'm going through (I hate stress)
Tired of keeping to myself, I need some help I swear I do (Keep it to myself)
I been thinking about my death and how I die, I know it's soon (Thinking about my death)
It's just me myself and I and no one else that's just my mood (Me, myself and I)
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive (Just wanna die)
I just hope I get hit with that choppa bout a hundred times (Don't wanna be alive)
I done shed so many tears
I don't even feel the cries (Don't feel the cries)
I been holding all this pain inside
See it in my eyes
I suffer from anxiety
I got all this anger that's inside of me (Anxiety)
Momma she don't love me she just tired of me (She don't love me)
Gotta face reality
I don't love myself is my mentality (Mentality)
Suicide is definitely what it gotta be
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide) Damn
I suffer from depression (Suicide)
Fighting with myself or am I selfish