RocketBeastWolf - Scars Lyrics

Sitting here looking at the dark sky
It looks like a storm is brewing inside of me
There is turmoil beneath my breast
Trying to hide my scars from the world

I have scars on my body, mind, and soul
From things that were out of my control
Feeling lost and alone
Angry at the world

I got a shard of glass in my hand
From a mirror that I had broken
I started to scratch my arm up with it
Trying to hurt myself
Trying to bleed all over my bedroom
I didn't cut deep enough
Too bad I didn't cut up my chest
To see if I have a soul
Because I felt soulless
Or to rip my heart out
To take these feelings out of me

I have scars on my body, mind, and soul
From things that were out of my control
Feeling lost and alone
Angry at the worl

Wanting to hurt myself
In imagining scenarios
Wanted to be bloodied and broken
Just want to bleed everywhere

I have scars on my body, mind, and soul
From things that were out of my control
Feeling lost and alone
Angry at the world

I wanted to do drugs to numb the pain
Drinking my pain away
But it gets ten times worse
Knowing it's not the answer

This pain wants to take me on a hard ride
Cutting me up
Dismembered me
Set me on fire
Trying to get me on the otherside
So I would feel nothing but coldness
But I fight back because I'm a fighter
Fighting the darkness inside of me

I have scars on my body, mind, and soul
From things that were out of my control
Feeling lost and alone
Angry at the world

Now I shouldn't be hurting anymore
I made my darkness part of me
With my light side
Just because I have scars