Lost in the shadows trying to find my light
Sins weigh heavy keeping me up at night
I see the blessings a family by my side
A house over my head but there's a void inside
I pray for their safety each and every day
Thanking God for this life in my own clumsy way
I know I'm unworthy of the love I've received
But I'll keep on trying I'll never cease to believe
Finding my way back through the dark and the doubt
Trying to mend this bond that's worn and worn out
I stumble and fall but I rise and I pray
God guide me home show me the way
A wife who loves me three kids who need my lead
In their eyes I see hope and a future to feed
But the past haunts me and the sins I've known
Keep dragging me back to a place so alone
I pray for their safety each and every day
Thanking God for this life in my own clumsy way
I know I'm unworthy of the love I've received
But I'll keep on trying I'll never cease to believe
Finding my way back through the dark and the doubt
Trying to mend this bond that's worn and worn out
I stumble and fall but I rise and I pray
God guide me home show me the way
I know I'm a sinner I've strayed far and wide
But my heart yearns for You to be close by Your side
Each prayer's a whisper each tear a plea
Lord take my hand bring me to Thee
This journey's not easy but I won't walk alone
With Your light before me and Your love to atone
For my wife and children I will stand strong
With Your grace and mercy I'll find where I belong
Finding my way back through the dark and the doubt
Trying to mend this bond that's worn and worn out
I stumble and fall but I rise and I pray
God guide me home show me the way
So here's to the struggle and the road ahead
With faith as my compass and Your words I've read
I'll keep on believing no matter how hard
For in Your love I'll find my restart