Told you that I'm trying, but I still just don't get you
Don't think I'll forget you
Then I face another blunt, start to get forgetful
And I ain't even want to
Feel like this a free-for-all
At first, I want you, then I call it off
Thought I told you that I want it all
Got different bitches coming to my loft
Hit my phone and then I end the call
Cuz you just wanna see me go off
She just wanna see me go off
Just wait till I just blow up
Act like I don't know ya
I'm in a Trance
Every time you on my mind, I'm filling with regret
I've been a mess
Sometimes wishing we ain't met
Wish I wasn't pressed
But now everything a threat
I deflect
I object
Smokin pressure for the stress
Feeling so detached
Don't impress
Self-obsessed
Wouldn't know a god, you left
Why you think your bad
Sad truth
In the mirror crashed dude
Seen a lotta women
But your ego past due
Mad too, no means no one has to
Always so entitled
Like you're coming brand new
Shits so depressed
No one loves it's outta taste
Rather pop and go to waste
Now I'm a mess
One more night and I'll erase
Spent too long inside a maze
Started thinking no escape
Just feel more trapped
Rather never have you back