Rogê - Off Day Lyrics

Alone, alone, all enclosing you
Smoke, smoke, suffocating too
Didn't wanna go, but you pushed me to
Now every day an off day
Wake up from a dream, thought I Oded
Darker thoughts, freedoms lost, mind became the biggest boss
Wake up praying for someone to hold me
Wipe the frost, threw that cross, solo mission pay the cost
I'm too broke from dropping dimes
Mind too rotten from "good times"
Final level where I finish won't see credit lines
Over, over, I'm so tired
Living feeling like I'll die
Keep on telling me it's fine
Feel my heart breaking all the time
Nothing else to do but try
So tired of being strong
How long until I get to loosen up?
Guess that day will never come
Until I make it home
Eternal rest what I fiend
Stop living on extreme
Alone, alone, all enclosing you
Smoke, smoke, suffocating too
Didn't wanna go, but you pushed me to
Now every day an off day
Look me in the eyes, tell me, wanna die?
Come to no surprise only time don't wanna lie
Easier to fly
Never try
Wasting days passing by
There's a fire burning brighter inside I wanna light
Killed the high, I don't feel alive
Mind in overdrive, need an override
Always on survive, vive
Screaming suicide, cide
Trying to decide sides
Whole life needa redesign
Fight or flight, who am I?
Persona overwrite, Jokers lost a nine
Screaming what is li-ife
Never on my mi-ind
Bipolar switching sides
Mind need clearer skies
Mask off no disguise
All went bad, way too fast
Can't see future sight
Black out, but I'm fine
Wake up on my grind
Do this on my own, if I wanna good life
Got so high, forgot that this a good life
Not gon lie, days I still be picking up knives
But it's alright, ain't no cuts, in control, on a roll
To tell 'em how my story goes
Alone, alone, all enclosing you
Smoke, smoke, suffocating too
Didn't wanna go, but you pushed me to
Now every day an off day
Alone, alone, all enclosing you
Smoke, smoke, suffocating too
Didn't wanna go, but you pushed me to
Now every day an off day