Rohji - reflection Lyrics

Looking back I don't wanna say I
I was always living for the timeline
I just wanna have a team on my side
Spending time with the people that I love, doing what I like
But I've always got this feeling inside
Little whisper in my ear telling me lies
That I'll never make a thing of my life
And the songs and the music are a waste of my time
But I don't wanna talk right now
I'm just tryna turn all these thoughts to a sound
So I'm sorry if my music's too loud
But the melodies and rhythms are my therapy now
Looking up I've been talking to God
But I'll admit it doesn't happen a lot
Even though that I know that I ought to
I still get caught up in the things that I'm not
With this sin in my head, I just wish it were dead
All the things that I said, all the words I misread
Conversations I dread, I avoid 'em instead
While I'm laying in bed
I'm sick of hesitation, I need motivation now
I don't need a vacation, I just wanna see you smile
Life is like a marathon, I'm only on the first few miles
I'm switching the occasion, Ima chase my dreams right now