They rang us and said come in straight away
And when we arrived I wasn't going
To stand at the desk and just f*cking wait
I went straight to your room
And the door had something on it
Saying do not enter
I didn't know if there were any
Doctors in there
F*ck it. I'm just going in
And as I pushed open the door
I could see you lying there, a candle next to you
There was no one else there
There was no one in there
I shut the door turned back to others
They were all asking, what's going on?
We got there too late, there's nothing, he's gone
I started trying to console everyone
Then they all stayed outside
And I went back in
I sat there with you
For I don't know how long
It felt like ages
And sitting there with you in silence
It was very surreal and weirdly peaceful
I was just sitting there
In the finality
And then, we left and I think the worst
The worst part of leaving, is that they gave us
All your stuff, you have to take
All of this with you, I had to carry
Your glasses, Your phone
And all of your clothes
That was harder than
Sitting in there
It's like, that's it now
A person, a person just goes
And everyone else, is just still there
But they are gone
You are gone