ron suda - Been a Minute Lyrics

It's been a minute but I'm back up in it
Looking at the mic and it feels like I'm home again
Couldn't find myself up in the smoke the homie took me to a show
And then I started gaining hope I said
I still may never understand just how I got here
But I'm here and I'm me so I'm confident
And you still cant comprehend
That there ain't nobody stepping in the path that gon be stoppin' him
Fast forward, slim with the jeans I'm on cloud 9
I'm still looking for a lady I can call mine
If you staying up I stay rolling loud all night
High as a kite no f*ck that I'm sitting on a flight
Finally been getting back my sight
Was lost in the dark and I couldn't find a light
Was down to the end of the wire couldn't put up a fight
Was looking at them xans in my hand like I wanna die
But all them nights that I cried I still wouldn't change shit but my own self
I'm too busy stacking up my own wealth
Had to focus on my own health
And then everything switched like a bitch and its going well
It's like everything was going south
Until I flipped the switch and the universe is golden now
But imma always hold it down
Especially if its going down stay by my side we'll be showing out
Grew up in Colorado the box state
If you coming to smoke better be coming correct we got dank
You tripping on that what
I'm rolling on that molly not a worry in my mind I'm smoking fire to accommodate
But honestly for the positivity and I gotta be
Wasn't saying the shit that I gotta say
Was too damn close to death thank something I got away
Ever since then I been focused finding a better way
And I kick back smoke weed like all day
Flashback pearling blunts in the hallway
Make beats wavelength switched real quick
I Ain't been complaining cause I been feeling right
I don't wanna fight
I just wanna light it up
But they don't wanna vibe with us
Too wack just to ride with us
Sit back you ain't tight enough
Just last year I was crazy, Osama
Poppin pills not from the pharma
Blacking out feeling retarded
Till I talked it out with karma
Now I ain't the same and I just been tryna
Focus on only the positive
Live in the present regardless if
You be struggling dreaming of hollow tips
But I ain't even stressing
I'm just looking for the message
I ain't dealing with depression
Thinking of my adolescence
Reflecting on what I did and didn't do
Hella lessons been testing my intuition regretting shit that I said in the past
Would never even pay attention when sitting in class
Thinking of music when I'm loosing it learning some math
People said that what they what would have last
But at last it's gone and now you coming in last
So what's the vibe really tell me how you feel
Roll it up and spark it and then tell me how it feel
Visions in my mind that I really wanna spill
Demons of the past that I really wanna kill
Tell her come through real quick for the weekend
Never been a stoner one hit and she geeking
Staring out the window 20 minutes I was peaking
Gotta manifest all that shit you been seeking
I mean it I know that you feinding for something
I feel it in the air what direction I'm leaning
Cause imma keep working till they think that I'm cheating
Till I cut back the top like a hairline receding
Was searching for meaning but I found it right here
So many people have told me that I shouldn't dare
But when I'm doing this shit I be up in the clouds smoking loud
Without a single thought of ever coming down What is that