I Feel Video (MV)

I feel like I'm livin' in a nightmare
Losing the will to fight here
So I don't fight fair
I'll throw dirt in ya face
Look closer, you can see the hurt in my face
Nothing ever works in this place
Sick to my stomach
No heat and no better in the summers
Knees to the floor, Dear Lord, why
Shed so many tears to this day I can't cry
Numb to the pain
I don't run from a thing
Drug busts out front put me up on the game
Leaks in the roof, you can tell when it rains
Pops in the streets, I inhale what I seen
Momma to the limit and I don't even help
I ain't bout nothing
Only bout self
I'm rolling through hell in gasoline garments
Plus got a temper
That means problems

I feel like I'm going insane
Mind state? Come up off of that chain
Or I'm taking it mane
Gwak Block, we don't breed soft niggas
I been had scars, who wanna come get us
Ricky gotta go
Rell gotta rhyme
Life's too short and I ain't got time
But Ricky ain't know how my heart got broke
But Ricky is a man
And a man gotta grow
For him? I'll murder these niggas
If they don't call me SC, I ain't heard of these niggas
I seen too much death
What a death threat bout
Got your mouth writing checks
When them checks gon bounce
I'm still living foul
I wanna be fly
Put my head in the clouds
I wanna be high
But I ain't gotta choice
And I don't have a voice
So you don't really hear me
I'm just white noise

I feel like dying
I don't do that
Walk like a giant
And my attitude match
Feel like I'm lying then force me to prove that
And somebody getting tied up like a durag
Girls love me, say his swag so cool
I made it through school by changing all the rules
So why do you doubt me
I don't understand
But I stand as a man and I am what I am
They told me to change
I don't know how to act
I got this way cuz I don't know how to act
Then they talk that way
Like I don't know how to rap
Then I drop something big
And they take it right back
Say what you want
I been through worse
I knew that body
I hate that hearse
I felt that curse
It brought me to the gift
Hello world, it's Rook
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