Roqit - Man on the Moon Lyrics

Ain't gonna lie shit was getting to my head
It got real dark 'bout to turn to the meds
Extasy, Percocet, you know the rest
Was getting so high my heart beating out my chest
Shots finally hitting think I need a vest
Lost all my friends started leaving the house less
Ones I had left been trying their best
Life like a room don't know why it's a mess
Can't come out watch and listen to tunes
Seeing the Martian and hearing his room
Wanna be a kid again feel like I'm loosing balloons
Too far gone I'm the man in the moon
Do whatever it takes to get out of this gloom
Pharmaceutical my cup, finna turn to maroon
Smoking so much tryna fly from the tomb
Die out like Dreamworks, I'm the man on the moon
Ain't come to no hype I thought I was done
Nobody ride with me I wish I was Dom
Bottom the barrel might reach for that gun
Digging deeper hole tryna hide from the sun
Worked so hard just to make my own way
Thought it was worthless, that I'd never get play
Couldn't even sleep 'cause I dread the next day
I was stuck in that corner couldn't do nothing but pray
Every time it got better my hope would decay
Knew I worked hardest but never repaid
They thought of me changed but they never did say
I put the world on my shoulders and couldn't handle its weight
Unlike me to lie but I said I was okay
Just cared too much about what people think
Kept my eyes down couldn't look em in the face
Was still a dog but the time led astray
Eyes down, hood up, they had me shook
Had to remember it's just a page, in this book
Remembered I was blessed, just to see through the yuck
Remembered my work pays off this time just a rut
Started to talk, wasn't bad as I thought
Back to my feet and I started to walk
Standing tall, head out the wall
Occurred to me maybe the kid could still ball
Ain't gonna lie shit was getting to my head
It got real dark 'bout to turn to the meds
Extasy, Percocet, you know the rest
Was getting so high my heart beating out my chest
Shots finally hitting think I need a vest
Lost all my friends started leaving the house less
Ones I had left been trying their best
Life like a room don't know why it's a mess
Can't come out watch and listen to tunes
Seeing the Martian and hearing his room
Wanna be a kid again feel like I'm loosing balloons
Too far gone I'm the man in the moon
Do whatever it takes to get out of this gloom
Pharmaceutical my cup, finna turn to maroon
Smoking so much tryna fly from the tomb
Die out like Dreamworks, I'm the man on the moon
Counted me out 'cause they thought it was over
Got on my feet knock the dirt off my shoulder
Heart out the ice it'll forever be colder
Weight of the world I dropped off that boulder
Oh-one child but I feel infinitely older
Weathered the storm don't wanna be so polar
Known for my smile, but was faking my solar
Everybody got problems and this is my closure
Cars, narcs, sticks, and clothes
Just make that to keep y'all windows rolled
Most of that stuff I don't even own
Worried bout failing now my mindset grown
Finally using potential, my name getting known
Happy more often, my mood changed tones
Did it on my own, big dolo, alone
You ain't using it right? Take my name out your phone
Past few years been a bumpy ass road
But I dug in and buried ten toes
They drag cause the ground to erode
That push back, with the punches I rolled
Ego overflowed, that's why I got mowed
Got tired that shit so I threw it in a commode
Poetic justice I reaped what I sowed
Don't make yourself a target 'cause roqit reload