Rory - Okay Lyrics

I've been so in love with the thought of loving you and I can't seem to find reasons to go out tonight
Feels like another day where my flesh and bone just makes it through the day, but I'm not okay
Indica just makes me want to stay in and just think of you
While alcohol just numbs it out, bit by bit, kills my vibe
But a heavy heart is a broken heart
Just stay right there and I'll be right there

And you are standing at the front door
And you don't know what to do

I left your house so fast
Spun out in a ditch of these feelings that I can't grasp
Smoking shit that never lasts
Hold my breath till it hurts
Make some sense in my head
Oh my f*cking god it's not worth it now

And you are standing at the front door
And you don't know what to do
Oh my f*cking god it's not worth it now

I'm not afraid to admit all my past mistakes
But I am afraid to admit that I'm not okay

And you are standing at the front door
And you don't know what to do
Oh my f*cking god it's not worth it now