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I thought I was getting better but clearly I'm not
These voices in my head telling me what I'm not
And I'm so tired, yeah I'm so tired
Yeah I'm so lost, I'm on my own

Got a new car but I drive the same road
Adding miles, adding miles
I'm turning 21 and I'm lost as ever
I thought with you here my life would be better but it's not

Cause you don't care at all
And you bring me from high to low
One day you want my love
And the next day you don't

And I don't know how to feel
So I tell you what's going on
I wish I was him
Cause you make me feel like I'm not enough

Like what he have that I don't
There's a question that I wanna ask you but I just won't
Cause I don't wanna paint myself
In a certain light that I honestly don't think you would want

Cause I don't wanna lose you
You make me feel things
That I thought I'd never feel again
Mmm, mmm

And I know I'm crazy, got a few screws loose
Cause why do I care
About someone who could care less about me, me, me, me
And you bring me from high to low

One day you want my love
And the next day you don't
And I don't know how to feel
So I tell you what's going on

I wish I was him
Cause you make me feel like I'm not enough