STILL WANT LOVE Video (MV)

I still want to love
Things with us got so tough
I never gave up on our love
You just treated me like I wasn't enough
So I don't know how I can love
Anybody ever again
See it's like I want to love
But I'm scared to try again
Cause you were my only friend
And I gave you my everything
Including a wedding ring
But it just wasn't enough
And I know I still want love
Yeah I know I want to love
But you made me feel like I'll never be enough
I used to believe in forever in love that will never fade
But now I'm standing here in the aftermath of a charade
Promises were made it's crazy how I thought you'd be the one to stay
But you walked away from us so easy that day
All those promises they just crumbled like quicksand
Now I'm left picking up the pieces trying to understand
We were supposed to be a team through thick and thin
But now I'm left alone reminiscing on the days when we were so in love
But now it's all gone like a fading star above
I'm left with memories haunting me in the night
Wondering how it all went wrong and how we lost the fight
I knew what you were doing but I still wanted to make it right
And you didn't even wanna try
I used to be so happy but I don't even know how to feel
Sitting in silence some days just trying to deal
With everything that happened this year it still don't feel real
I just wanna heal
Some days I question my worth and my purpose in this life
It's crazy how the girl I made my wife is someone I just don't know anymore
And we used to talk every night
And some days I miss her
And some days I'm okay with how everything happened
I just wish I could understand how we could go from laughing all the time to me packing
And moving out
I'm completely focused on my rapping
Cause I feel like maybe love I'm just better without
I don't know
I still want to love
Things with us got so tough
I never gave up on our love
You just treated me like I wasn't enough
So I don't know how I can love
Anybody ever again
See it's like I want to love
But I'm scared to try again
Cause you were my only friend
And I gave you my everything
Including a wedding ring
But it just wasn't enough
And I know I still want love
Yeah I know I want to love
But you made me feel like I'll never be enough