Everlasting (feat. Miles Squiers) Video (MV)

I got that good trade, sheet laid, inspect it with a keen blade
High grade, vendor paid, enabling these escapades
Damn shame, only one for every fourteen days
Won't complain, understand it's gotta be this way
Clear as day, only fruitful as a getaway
Out the fray, peace of mind like it's a holiday
Cast away, from the issues I had yesterday
Today's the day, let's cut it up and get it underway
Left hand geeking, right arm pulsing
Both legs tweaking, pleasure engulfing
Been a moment since the drop now
Checking clocks, no idea how it's been an hour and fifteen
Minutes racing, got no doubt
About the state I'm existing in, but what the hell am I shooting for
Body saying it's irrelevant, mind pleading for a pinch more
Deep breath, count to four
Spare a bit, open up the door
Beyond where I once sailed before
Out where I can't see the shore, yeah

You've come so far, utilizing the bizarre
Now tell me who you are
Just tell me who you are
Where you've been is still of note
But ahead lies the remote
Stand tall, morale evoked
Plunge in, proceed to float (watch me float)
Watch me float
Watch me float
Watch me float
In this ocean, everlasting sea
In this headspace, finding who I'll be (watch me float)
Watch me float
Watch me float
Watch me float
In this ocean, everlasting sea
In my mind now letting these thoughts run free

Eight in the evening to six in the morning
The sleep that I'm losing ain't really important
I care for advice and I'm heeding the warnings
My number one got me if I'm nonconforming
I looked in the mirror and saw I was morphing
The walls and the curtains already distorting
A different reality through my eyes (careful now, the anxiety's coursing)
Took a deep breath, feeling somewhat alright
Haven't eaten in ten hours, yet still I got no appetite
Still I'm eager for the answers, still I'm searching for the light
Formulating all I need, guarantee my future shining bright
Brighter than ever so every endeavor make me want to live it forever
I feel it wherever, perceive it whenever, don't matter if I'm under pressure
Play my hand confident, complement every move, gotta make it all clever
Ensure that I'll find my own way before I'm drowning in the never
I think to myself as I land, second by second the pleasure deescalate
Back to the apartment, I'm nearing exhaustion, the clock saying that it's no longer late
Left hand feeling numb, right arm feeling heavy
Legs shuffling in quite a feeble state
Collide with the mattress, pull up on the covers
The end of a journey you know imma emulate
Yeah imma emulate

You've come so far, utilizing the bizarre
Now tell me who you are
Just tell me who you are
Where you've been is still of note
But ahead lies the remote
Stand tall, morale evoked
Plunge in, proceed to float (watch me float)
Watch me float
Watch me float
Watch me float
In this ocean, everlasting sea
In this headspace, finding who I'll be (watch me float)
Watch me float
Watch me float
Watch me float
In this ocean, everlasting sea
In my mind now letting these thoughts run free

Another moment lost in the tide
Feels like I'll be here forever
Minutes twist into days, and days bleed into weeks
A year could pass before I blink
And I won't realize until it's too late
My only safety is ignorance