RPRT - Little Hand Lyrics

Dying out, I know it's true
You can't hide this from me anymore
So why would you say you love me when I was a chore
Give me a clue as to how you feeling
Don't leave me in the blue
Reminiscing bout the nights, crescents in the sky
Never looked up, I saw them mirrored in your eyes
Early morning drives, perfect plus two
Sat back in passenger, asking what you wanna do
Tell me what you wanna do
You should've raised the fact it wasn't working
Far less culpable than blocking and deserting, uh
Minor changes here and there you could've asked for
Stupid thinking that I ever really was yours, shit
I wasn't focused on the clocks, on the phone, on the watch
In the car, in the mall, ok stop
Grant reprieve for my mind before I lose all the time
That we had to the thought you might drop me
For another face I'll probably never once meet
Know it's easy on you thinking effort obsolete
Though I just wanna hear you say "we okay"
Truth or not, I'd still be set free
Right now I'm focused on the little hand, don't want it to end
I feel it's nothing you had planned, each plea and demand
I did my best to make it work, create something grand
Not right to dwell here in the hurt, holding on to strands
Focused on the little hand, please don't let it end
I feel it's nothing you had planned, each plea and demand
Had got me hoping it would work, create something grand
Yet I remain right in the dirt, drowning in the sand
Tread carefully
You can still make the right choice
There's always two sides to a story
Selfish and controlling, who you take me for
Gave you everything I have and still you really wanted more
All the little things that make me who I am, scars and sores
Just for petty leverage, I'm glad I already closed the door
Been so obvious, you start shit for the audience
Just tug the rope til they on your side again
Man, the fraudulence
Kept me awake all of those nights, it turned me insomnious
Even with friends the spotlight was on you, it was hardly us
It was hardly us
Now I hear you wanna run it back, back
Relight the feeling from dance floor when we attract, that
I wasn't thinking right when I yelled and left the flat
Shit I gave you zero notice hoping that would be the last chat, please
Was always focused on the clocks, phone, watch
In the car, in the mall, nonstop
Grant reprieve for my mind when I forget all the time
When you whined and maligned and then fought me
Endless arguments, how you would never let me speak
A happy life we could've had, you'll never live to see
Know you just wanna hear me say "we okay"
I'd rather die than see you set free
Right now I'm focused on the little hand, just want it to end
Forgetting things that I had planned for weeks in advance
You did your best to make it hurt in each reprimand
It's your place to dwell in the dirt, holding on to strands
Focused on the little hand, please let it all end
Forgetting things that I had planned for weeks in advance
You did your best to make it hurt in each reprimand
Right there is where I'm gonna leave you, drowning in the sand
Drowning in the sand
Drowning in the sand