hurt myself Video (MV)

Maybe if I hurt myself, you could be the bandage
I dont wanna ask for help, you'd call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health, cos I never had it
If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

I learnt love was destruction,
No truth and no discussion,
Felt so safe in the chaos
F*ck I think I was brainwashed

My tears are just like dust, you sweep under the rug
My fears my blood would teach me to love

Watch me as I try and breath underwater
What if I just killed my fathers daughter
What if I wore my trauma, like a badge of honor
You'd see me, yeah

Maybe If I hurt myself, you could be the bandage
I dont wanna ask for help, you'd call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health, cos I never had it
If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

I'm dying for attention, you met me with aggression
And promised me protection, funny how it works out like that

Cos now i'm your projection, used your love as a weapon
You'd think I'd learn my lesson, so, why do I run back

Watch me as I try and breath underwater
What if I wore my trauma, like a badge of honor

Maybe If I hurt myself, you could be the bandage
I dont wanna ask for help, you'd call it baggage
I can't lose my mental health, cos I never had it
Maybe if I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

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Na na na
Maybe if I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself