RudyWade - I'm Sorry Lyrics

It's all my fault
I'm sorry for everything
I can't recall
Half of the shit I said to you
I got too drunk and was a fool
I feel ashamed I broke the rules
No more mistakes, I promise, too
How can I make it up to you?
The doorbell rings
I'm on your porch with flowers
You won't give in
You sent me home in the pouring rain
I f*cked this up, its not the same
What was I thinking, I'm insane
I had it all, threw it away
I'll prove to you, I'll find a way
I understand if you never wanna see me again
The mess I made hurt you, that wasn't my intent
So I hope you'll forgive me
I know you'll miss me
If you decide to kick me to the curb
Oh, oh
A year's gone by
Even though the seasons changed
You're on my mind
Still thinking what we could have been
If I had acted like myself
This pain would never have been felt
I hope you find someone who cares
'Cause I will never be repaired
I understand if you never wanna see me again
The mess I made hurt you, that wasn't my intent
So I hope you'll forgive me
I know you'll miss me
If you decide to kick me to the curb
Oh, oh