RudyWade - Last Life Lyrics

Dig em out
Out
Skeletons inside my closet had to dig em out
Finished with regretting cause regression I can live without
All I felt was pressure and I molded to what came around
Til I learned my lesson I'm confessing what I truly found
I'm holding on
To my past life
Its hard to act right
When I can't stand myself at all
Is this my last life
Cause I can't take this anymore
Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay
Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed
Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place
Better off without you I'm left astray
And I swear
That I wish I cared less
I was far too obsessed with you
And I can't
Think of what was unsaid
Cause it doesn't make sense with you
Spent too much time on you no it wasn't worth it
Every time you're out of line made me think that I deserve it
Why should I apologize when you left me here deserted
All you do is tell me lies hidden underneath the surface
It was hard for me
I was lost too deep
In a place I can't get out
And the thoughts I reap
Were the cost of me
Tryna figure out just why
I'm holding on
To my past life
Its hard to act right
When I can't stand myself at all
Is this my last life
Cause I can't take this anymore
Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay
Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed
Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place
Better off without you I'm left astray
And I swear
That I wish I cared less
I was far too obsessed with you
And I can't
Think of what was unsaid
Cause it doesn't make sense with you
I swear
I swear
I swear I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I'm holding on
To my past life
Its hard to act right
When I can't stand myself at all
Is this my last life
Cause I can't take this anymore
Used to think I'm worse off but I'm okay
Back then it hurt more now I'm not fazed
Deep thoughts and long nights I lost my place
Better off without you I'm left astray
And I swear
That I wish I cared less
I was far too obsessed with you
And I can't
Think of what was unsaid
Cause it doesn't make sense with you