[ Featuring lilith ]
You are getting better
It looks like he may commit suicide
Awww!!
Rugireo
Tell momma I ain't dying yet
Thought of suicide a lot but I ain't trying that (suicide is badass)
Tell momma I ain't dying yet
Thought of suicide a lot but I ain't try it yet
Hard liquor got my thoughts darker
A different route could've made me a shooter like I was Vince Carter
Raised by a single mom praying to God longer
For bills paid since then I never said our fathers
Bathe me in amaretto and not in holy water
Trynna be a decent man before my future daughter
But alcohol stunting strides and it's renewing trauma
Head Replaying harsh scenes in a confusing order
Shit bring me back leaps when I'm pursuing farther
Tell momma I ain't dying yet
Thought of suicide a lot but I ain't trying that (suicide is badass)
Tell momma I ain't dying yet
Thought of suicide a lot but I ain't try it yet
Got problems I ain't come to terms with
Most of them I dated
Women that reflect my state of mind my heart was breaking
Not cause of them but because my confidence was shakey
No serotonin in my heart and veins I'll hardly make it
Gave me dopamine when my brain went to awful places
Parallel thinking but our place in life was non adjacent
Anxiety so bad I'm taking medication
Depression haunts me on a daily basis (daily basis)
Comes up to check in like a reservation (reservation)
Tell my momma I ain't dying yet
Pulling pedals kills the rose
