Rui Rui - I Don't Know How to Be Happy on the Internet Lyrics

I hate you
'Cause you're always driving me insane
And when things don't always go my way
I throw a fit

I hate you
People wonder why I love to hate
Well like everyone love didn't stay
But hate did

Some days I'm just perfect
Every teardrop was worth it
Wishing every single piece of me was fixed
I'm too broken
I go crawling back to some mistakes
Cycling through my crazy ways
Acting like I'm mentally sane

But I'm weak
I'm sick of falling
For people who keep causing
My problems, my depression
What's next
Everyone's eyes are open
Listening every moment
So why are you all wondering why I'm upset

I don't know how to be happy on the internet

I hate you
'Cause I know you try to give me space
But I like your attention, babe
I can't quit

I hate you
'Cause you make loving me seem easy
When I can't find the right words to say
I get pissed

'Cause it's way too confusing
To feel hate and affection
And my mind and my heart just can't process all these opinions
And you tell me that I sound okay
But everyone else disagrees
That's when I'm not mentally sane

Cause I'm weak
I'm sick of falling
For people who keep causing
My problems, my depression
What's next
Everyone's eyes are open
Listening every moment
So why are you all wondering why I'm upset

I don't know how to be happy on the internet

This life just ain't easy
Is this love right for me
Do I deserve someone who cares

They all say the same things
Criticizing everything
Should I believe your words? I'm scared

Oh, I'm weak
I'm sick of falling
For people who keep causing
My problems
My depression
What's next?
Everyone's eyes are open
Listening every moment
So why are you all wondering why I'm upset?

I don't know how to be happy on the internet