Lately I've been questioning my own ambition
Lately I've been changing but there's nothing different
Maybe I need travel still standing pivot
Stepping over gravel while my ground is shifting
Lately I've been tryna call in early But I always get a busy tone
Man I swear to god by my thirty's If I'm calling fiveC a home
Better come and get me I'll be dead and gone
I just wanna trade this life away
I take the train a homeless man No matter night or day
He has a bench I need a seat I guess I'll stand today
Upset a man, he punched the wall he took a stand today
The stench, the odor very strong commuters stand away
Nigga, Why the f*ck are you yelling?
There's a baby on the train, and the elderly reading
Backpackers, packing they bags with knowledge to attain
While you over here complaining but whose really to blame
Crazy for me thinking that I rather his way
Crazy for me wanting to be right where he lay
Maybe then I'll worry less, about where I lay
Maybe I'll be careless and disturb the public
Crazy, I've been tryna call in early But I always get a busy tone
Man I swear to god by thirty's if I'm calling fiveC A home
Better come and get me I'll be dead and gone
I Just wanna trade this life away
Things appear easy from the outside if you're looking in
Stress appears quickly while you're outside and the bills come in
Disappear, miss me when you're outside Cause I won't commit
No forgiveness cause I rather be forgotten then missed
Staring through my iris looking at the abyss
And I wonder why I work If can give up and quit
Lay in the station, live in makeshift
Imaginary world, that will keep me complacent
F*ck am I complaining for
Who am I to finger point
If I got a prize I aiming for
Why am I concerned with yours
Resentment lives inside of me
Deep inside like sodomy
Disconnected from economy
Under pressure make a diamond ring
Or crack to make the dust my apologies to you for thinking you didn't give a f*ck
About the way you chose live day to day you fisticuff
Protection from the world the world protecting us
Wake up, the alarm goes, I go to sleep hear a door close it's 6 gotta wake up for a shift
Shoes on, put a suit on, coat on, YSL is the fragrance came a long from the playground And shit
Now trains and Uber are my transportation
I used to have a car but couldn't pay it
Everyday I see you lose my patience
And Sometimes I really wanna switch