I've taken down so many in pursuit of being happy
I hope they find their peace and Lord, I hope that they forgive me
I've been trying dating, I just need someone to save me
I don't know how to quit with my addictive personality
Be careful listening to this record
It's a window to my soul
And all events happened just days before I lost all my control
I swear they've always called me Grubman
Schizophrenic with a new friend
I heard the voices, now I see them
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end
I'm taking down so many in pursuit of feeling something
So many empty bottles that substance replaced with nothing
They say I should try therapy, but I just need someone to save me
Would I know when to quit or would I get attached to easy
Be careful listening to this record
It's a window to my soul
And all events happened just days before I lost all my control
I swear they've always called me Grubman
Schizophrenic with a new friend
I heard the voices now I see them
This is the beginning of the end
This is the beginning of the end