Rushmore Music - Just As I Am (Fade) Lyrics

We kissed under moonlight - standing by your car
Where the street twinkled moonshine of every single star
I'm dancing over puddles headed back to the duplex
You text your other man while wondering who's next
Visit that waterfall and take a pic I still have
Rested in my phone like a torn tattered photograph
Chilling at the crib with apple cider donuts
I'm the go getter when I thought about it so much
An epiphany of you and me not the main characters
Just some side shit - syntax errors
There were more signs - prolly should've seen em
But I was too far gone missing in my mental illness
A spectrum of sicknesses sprinkled on my sister's death
That wouldn't let me see you were in pain and hurting
Still noticed the moment you knew you were goin
Left without a word now I understand the motive

I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade

So if you find time and you're man leaves you alone
Stop by the record store before you gotta head home
I'm closing the doors then walking 'round this culdesac
You should come find me and scoop me in that hatchback
I'd like to see your face shine in the lunar space time
Hands around your waist line but nothing can go right
That's right - I'll be working overnight
You could show up in the parking lot of my apartment complex
Would still offer you hand like nothin ever happened
Stay with our factions no one knows our actions
We can speak through YouTube links
Messages at break of dawn flirting 'til you feel it's wrong
Could have been the great escape of everything I've ever made
But here I am with pen and page just drowning in a tragedy
And that's it - it'll be okay
I guess we both afraid that our love would all fade

I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade

Way up in the sky there's a place where we can meet again
The world was in your favor, babe, no need for all the decadence
I'll be just as I am - throwing stones across infinity
And you'll decline to toss one 'cause you just like to watch me

I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade