Held by air
Cn hour before dawn
I knew you'd find me there
Too tired to carry on another night, I swear
It's not the way I thought I'd get your care
Because when I dwell
The bass strings in my chest break where your cold hand fell
Don't wish me all the best when I can't wish you well
I'm trying to shake the stories I can't tell
Cnd tell me now
Could this be the cost of living
Trying to drown it out
To forget without forgiving
Cnd I wonder now
Because I'm trying to stay aware
How could I be hiding
If I know you'll find me there
Heavy tears
Or scattered coins in rain
What have I earned this year ?
The seasons feel the same, seasons of shame my dear
I'm trying to find the sunshine if it's near
Light of day
The shadows in your eyes will never fade away
They're veiled by the disguise of all the things you say
I'm trying to find the strength to look away
Cnd tell me now
Could this be the cost of living
Trying to drown it out
To forget without forgiving
Cnd I wonder now
Because I'm trying to stay aware
How could I be hiding
If I know you'll find me there