Rxbell - Mama's Bird Lyrics

I was born nigga
I broke levee
Sun duckin' shade like it owe niggas money
Body was defeated when the lord stop savin
My itchy palm grazin' at the formula amazin'
Mom bloody screamin' at the premature arrivin', said my dad was fast pacin' when the doc was slowly cuttin'
The wind falsetto made the bird start singing, when the lord got me askin' why I didn't get the blessin'
I turned to a dope fiend
I'm out plotting rich schemes
They muffle up the white scream
Smokin on the smokescreen
I wasn't do the right thing
The wooden spike cuts scene
(If Christ was a carpenter)
He directed my thing

Cuttin' school corners
Hittin food licks
Pickin small fights
Hop picket fence
False claimin' blood
Foggy eye lens
Educated parents
It never made sense

The weed that I smoke
The pills that I pop
The money I spent
My heart nearly stopped

But I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it
I had to do it

Catch my steelo, story drags Marlboro
Cleaning out the wardrobe, the old wheelbarrow
The mood smoke mellow, my path very narrow
Scratchin' out the lotto, the fiends at Valero's
I'm flippin' thin pages from the book of Leviticus
Desperately searching anxiety rolled the cannabis
Couldn't finish sentences, the world is so against us
Rosaries clinchin', the misery is so infectious
Cause God I f*cked up
I ain't got no excuse
Man I know that I'm blessed
Understand that I refuse
But God you know I'm with you
All thin and through
I hope I got time before my lifetime is due

Cuttin school corners
Hittin food licks
Pickin small fights
Hop picket fence
False claimin blood
Foggy eye lens
Educated parents
It never made sense

The love for me
The love for myself
The love for I
Mama don't cry but I

Zonin uh, nigga what it do
I'm off them shits boy, I'm lost in the blue
I'm goin in, uh, I'm holdin
To dear life so I'm gon' end, I'm gone man