Ryan - BREAKING Lyrics

This is what it feels like
Breaking on the inside
Your words like a sharp knife
Oh, this is what it feels like
Just darkness and low light
And all hit your eye
I'm dying on the inside
Oh, this is what it feels like

I keep breaking
But I wont stop until my heart cant take it
And when I rot maybe my mind goes vacant
Or maybe not but deep inside I'm breaking
Still chasing

Cold sweats in the middle of night
Wake up throwing up by five
Coming down, how it make me feel
Never know why I get so high
Never know why I never really wanna
Take a second just to even f*cking step outside
Cant ever figure out my life
I say I hate it but I keep on trying

And you think I would learn from my mistakes
And I think I should throw it all to waste

This is what it feels like
Breaking on the inside
Your words like a sharp knife
Oh, this is what it feels like
Just darkness and low light
And all hit your eye
I'm dying on the inside
Oh, this is what it feels like

Running into your forest fire
Walking only on razor wire
Say I'm fine but I'm alive

I cant take it
I keep breaking
I get faded, till I'm wasted

This is what it feels like
Breaking on the inside
Your words like a sharp knife
Oh, this is what it feels like
Just darkness and low light
And all hit your eye
I'm dying on the inside
Oh, this is what it feels like