Ryan Cycles - Numb Lyrics

I'm just posted up
Smoking up
I'm the most high
Heaven-sent, but give them hell
I can't make up my own mind
I just got a girl, who got a girl
She play both sides
And I love the world, but f*ck the world
I'm both sides
F*ck with me
Told my fam when I get that bag I'ma get you some
Sent a text to my ex and it said you can get like none
And I took to much but it's ok I'm just
Numb
And I took too much but it's ok I'm just
Don't f*ck up my chakras
Got my Rx from my MD
Now I can't be bothered
No I don't converse
No I don't speak
Unless its about that commerce
Or about them commas, dollars
That shits proverbs
On god
Don't break down if you can't roll the shit
If I twist this one its mine
Big pack so i might indulge a bit
Took 2 cups and i'm fine
Really hope no one notices
When I sneak out back, and I slide
Please don't hit up my phone for shit
Please don't blow up my line
I'm just posted up
Smoking up
I'm the most high
Heaven-sent, but give them hell
I can't make up my own mind
I just got a girl, who got a girl
She play both sides
And I love the world, but f*ck the world
I'm both sides
F*ck with me
Told my fam when I get that bag I'ma get you some
Sent a text to my ex and it said you can get like none
And I took to much but it's ok I'm just
Numb
And I took too much but it's ok I'm just
Kicking back as this shit gradually set in
No my sobriety just can't be expected
The higher power, and the antidepressants
Got me so gone but you still bask in my presence
Can't tell if I thought it
Or actually said it
Wait. What?
Bitch I'm wired up
Check on my voltage
Several my dosage
Went up a level and found my center like Jokic
Been on my own shit
Vibe that I'm feeling really meant that I'm chosen
Said that I'm smoking
Send it by postage
Nevermind nevermind nevermind
My dude selling trees
He pedal my roses
Bad bitch I met her by Joseph's
Said she wanna smoke that Mary
Bring a friend
I let them like Moses
See my eyes red
Tell that I'm floating
Nowhere Nevermind
Hell am I going?
Don't remember why
I sever ties mostly
Nevermind nevermind nevermind
People been so off and on with the intermittent shit
I don't give a shit
No I don't trust no more
Too much inconsistent shit
Tell them it's a gift
But still they curse my name
Tell them ignorance is bliss
I'm indifferent to this shit
Feel a way that you f*ckers couldn't gauge
With a pistol grip
I'm just posted up
Smoking up
I'm the most high
Heaven-sent, but give them hell
I can't make up my own mind
I just got a girl, who got a girl
She play both sides
And I love the world, but f*ck the world
I'm both sides
F*ck with me
Told my fam when I get that bag I'ma get you some
Sent a text to my ex and it said you can get like none
And I took to much but it's ok I'm just
Numb
And I took too much but it's ok I'm just
I'm just posted up
Smoking up
I'm the most high
Heaven-sent, but give them hell
I can't make up my own mind
I just got a girl, who got a girl
She play both sides
And I love the world, but f*ck the world
I'm both sides
F*ck with me
Told my fam when I get that bag I'ma get you some
Sent a text to my ex and it said you can get like none
And I took to much but it's ok I'm just
Numb
And I took too much but it's ok I'm just