Ryan Echoes - Can't Let Go Lyrics

Can't let go, I can't let this go
I apologized but I'll always know
That I'm the reason our house
May never be a home

It was some time ago
Been about a year
Everything fell apart
Woke up all my fears

I lost the best parts
Of me that day
Because all I wanted was
For you to just stay

Let my darkest parts come to life
When I wished they'd just die
But hey, I thought,
Just think up another lie

Took me a while not to sit around and think
About all the times I let you down
All the times I let the girl and the drinks
Make me drown

Can't let go, I can't let this go
I apologized but I'll always know
That I'm the reason our house
May never be a home

There were times I thought I was better
I know I should have left her
On the side of the road to walk on home
But my weakness became a syndrome

I'm here now and I still have my days
When I know that a year ago I made so many mistakes
But your love has given me every reason
To find something but myself to hate

I feel like it's hurt us for too long now
Caused us every problem it ever could
Somedays I look back and just wow
There were so many things I never understood

It's sad to say it's burned into memory
It lives on in every thought we have
I can't let it go, anymore than you
I just want to show you something new

Can't let go, I can't let this go
I apologized but I'll always know
That I'm the reason our house
May never be a home

I can't let it go, it won't let go
Of me, of me, of me