Ryan Erwin - A Reckoning Lyrics

Here it is, the end
What did it take to win?
A line in the sand and my claim staked in the earth
No gold in my pan, I'm just sifting through the dirt
I finally feel like I'm ready to feel again
I'm learning that all along everything has and end
But every end causes something new to begin
Discovering all of my woes are in my head
I keep telling myself I'm better off without them
If God persists, maybe he'll cut me a deal and forgive me for all of this
Now these demons and angels inside of me coexist
Somedays are harder than others - that's how it is
I sleep in this bed I made under a crucifix
I'm not getting saved I'm just trying to deal with this

The shine don't shine in hell
You can sew your seed at the Devil's feet but the sun won't shine in hell
I finally feel like I'm ready to feel again
I'm learning that all along everything has to end
But everything end causes something new to begin...
It feels like an earthquake that pulsed through the plates
All the the boats on the surface were no match for the waves
My ship was lost to the ocean, I was drifting at sea
The songs of the sirens were calling out to me
They were the saviors in the darkness, the light so I could see
It was you on the horizon beckoning me
A reckoning that saved a wretch like me