Ryan KJ - Bottles Lyrics

Crying in the shower couldn't heal this f*cking feeling
Happiness in the sky
And I barely reach the ceiling
I hope that she can't hear my thoughts cause she would probably leave me
That doesn't sound to bad for me
Cause she is too deceiving
But i still love her
I still think i need her
Even though she might be lying
She says she loves me
A piece me believes her
But I still want her in my life

Models ain't that pretty when you're near
When I look at you my mind is clear
You don't need to ride against the wave
We can really vibe against the pain
I don't understand
Why i can't be your man
Bottles making better promises
Heart breaking and vomiting
True loves too anonymous

Now she yelling at mom cause she grown up
Heart broken she hangs the phone up
Sunday's she spending em thrown up
Girl you think you know all of the answers
Popular you is a dancer
Clingy... a killer... a cancer

Models ain't that pretty when you've re near
Not scared of what's outside
I have no fears
You don't need to ride against the wave
We can really vibe against the pain

Wait
Why did I like her for real
What did she do for my well being
Bitch didn't even hold the wheel
I feel
Like she never really cared
I knew that the dream was too good
Dreamed turned into a nightmare
But you see
I'm conflicted why is that
How can i love somebody who treats
Me really bad
When i wake up from this dream i know reality will hit hard
But that's why i want to stay here safe in this car cause with you

Models ain't that pretty when you're near
Not scared of what's outside
I have no fears
You don't need to ride against the wave
We can really vibe against the

Cause I don't understand
Why i can't be your man
Bottles making better promises
Heart breaking and vomiting
True loves too anonymous

You told me you're new
You told me you f*cked with my crew
Then go f*cked my crew
Then f*cked with my mind
Told me that that ain't the truth
But deep down you lying
You scared you gone lose me
But what the f*ck did I do for you to choose me
I wish I was free right now
But I love you
Truth be told
Getting hurt is getting f*cking old