Put the fear right here in my bucket Find a toxic spout and then suck it
Feel it, get it in your head like a stranger
Staring at you and feeling like danger
"Write another sad ass song about it"She said while serving a sharpened sneer
So I flapped my wings, flew up and away
To get caught in a web and disappear
Matrix spiders killin' me
I'm reaching for you willingly
Lightning, give it a whirl, come strike me
I'm pouring shit on the reason you like me
Black cloud of jealousy
Everyone leave me alone
I f*ckin' hate you
All this toxicity belongs in song so it doesn't bleed out into actions wrong Spitting in the face of the persistent demon
Who keeps standing over me while I sleep
Kick it on and inject the architect
Praying my will, my soul to keep
Put it all right here, the fear, the shame
The games that you're playing with my head
The days that I'm alive and everything's smoke
A zombie wishin' to get shot in the head
I f*ckin' hate you