This house
It's hard to force something to feel like a home
I'm tired all day and I feel the ache settle in my, bones
The quiet that constantly surrounds me, it drives me crazy, it's drowning
I feel like it is always been my reminder, my reminder
My pain
Wish I could take this pain away in my heart
It aches, can I stop what feel like a panic attack, everyday?
My brain
Doesn't let me control the words I say when I can't establish a proper tune or melody
So now I write thoughts to connect to the old me
This house
How can you get rid of the demons that reside in me and be finally free
I want to feel some control of my health, wealth and family but my thoughts just thrive on negativity, it'll be the end of me
Can't you see? Why can't you see?
My pain
Wish I could take this pain away and my heart It aches, can I stop what feels like a panic attack, everyday?
My brain
Doesn't let me control the words I say when I can't establish a proper tune or melody
So now I write thoughts to connect to the old me
Please help me, help me
Why do I wonder?
My pain
Wish I could take this pain away and my heart It aches, can I stop what feels like a panic attack, everyday?
My brain
Doesn't let me control the words I say when I can't establish a proper tune or melody
So now I write thoughts to connect to the old me