Ryan Nicklas - Changes Lyrics

Lately I've been hitting the gym
Just so I don't feel like shit
'cause I've had a terrible year
And I've got some new things that I fear
Like isolation self destruction and the bottle
It's never easy when you're living full throttle
People say that you should love who you are
And that's why
I'm making changes
To be someone I like
I'm making changes
Eating chicken and rice
I'm making changes
To un-f*ck my life
Hope I don't f*ck things up again
Two weeks in and I'm feeling alright
But I still drink to fall asleep at night
I may have stumbled but I didn't fall
You've gotta learn to run before you can crawl
Yeah I've still got problems monetarily
And I'm not quite sitting where I wanna be
My mind is telling me I'm f*cking up
And that's why
I'm making changes
To be someone I like
I'm making changes
Eating chicken and rice
I'm making changes
To live a better life
Hope I don't f*ck things up again
I'll eat my vitamins
I'll swallow them whole
I'll make believe every day of the week until I get my life back under control
My life's in shambles
What more can I say
I may be running but I'm not running away