Ryan Sleboda - Alone Lyrics

I've been so alone lately
Wastin' every night doom scrolling on my phone
Wishin' you were home, but instead you lied and now you died in my mind (Died in my mind)
And now it's so unknown, whether my love struck a chord
But instead you're gone as I'm forced to build up my fort
Sitting in the corner of my bed
As I try to reminisce about the good times, that replay in my mind
How I wish I could rewind (Could rewind)
Now I'm wondering if I'm meant to stay this way
All alone loathing in my own hatred as the memories grow jaded upon each play (Play)
Pick me up and fix me now
This pain is just too much to handle
Yeah, I'm stuck in a ditch of emotional vandal
I've been so alone lately
Wastin' every night doom scrolling on my phone
Wishin' you were home, but instead you lied and now you died in my mind (Died in my mind)
And now it's so unknown, whether my love struck a chord
But instead you're gone as I'm forced to build up my fort to protect myself
I've been wanting to talk to you
Since you walked away that afternoon
When you said goodbye for the final time, how I wished it wasn't true
Now you've said that I said some terrible things
But you failed to truly see, you'll never clip my wings
I've been so alone lately
Wastin' every night doom scrolling on my phone
Wishin' you were home, but instead you lied and now you died in my mind (Died in my mind)
And now it's so unknown, whether my love struck a chord
But instead you're gone as I'm forced to build up my fort to protect myself
Now I'm all alone
On my own wishin' you were right here beside me
And you ride with me, through the eternal sea
But instead I'm just lonely
Woah, woah (Just lonely)
Woah, woah, ohh (Just lon- just lonely)
Woah, woah-ohh
Ohh ohh (Just lonely)