RyanX - MADE IT FAR Lyrics

I'm in love with things that I shouldn't be
I'm addicted to things that I shouldn't be
I'm addicted to hurting myself, being self-destructive, whether it's quitting a job or smoking a cigarette
We can put our sleeping bags on the trampoline

And if you really mean you love me, you would stay with me
I got a f*cked up head and I'm falling apart
But I'm okay, I made it this far, yeah
I think I'm going crazy, I don't know what to think, yeah

I wake up every day, stomach pain so I drink
And barely holding on, hope that happiness starts
But I'm okay, I made it this far, yeah
Barely holding on, hope that happiness starts, yeah

I'm up all alone, doing drugs in the dark and
Music blowing up, man, I hope I go far and
All I wanna do is just take care of my pops, yeah
Every day, yeah, I feel this every day, yeah

Every night, I drink away the pain, yeah
Ever since the day you went away, yeah
Put our sleeping bags on the trampoline
And if you really mean you love me, you would stay with me

I got a f*cked up head and I'm falling apart
But I'm okay, I made it this far, yeah
I think I'm going crazy, I don't know what to think, yeah
I wake up every day, stomach pain so I drink

And barely holding on, hope that happiness starts
But I'm okay, I made it this far
I'm okay, I made it this far