Rysh - Emotions, Pt. 2. Lyrics

Walking around lonely
I'm not feeling it
All of my emotions
I'm just concealing them
Losing a friend after friend
Clouding up my mind and shit
Hour after hour
Just browsing through the internet
While playing my music through my headset
Everything I do
Can't help but feeling upset
Need some sort of outlet but nothing ever works
Making shit a big threat
Brain racing like a jet
All I have is regrets
Nobody knows me
I'm basically like a silhouette
Stop talking shit
Change the subject
Always forgetting shit
I'm just going to reset
I'm gonna take it back to the days
It might have been a faze but it was way better than this shit
Who gives a f*ck anyway because I'm just expressing my emotions

Sleep the pain away
Hoping for a better day
My eyes always grey
Don't talk till I hear hey
The worlds on my shoulders too much weight
Give me a smoke and an ashtray
Don't even call on my birthday
Still show up in my driveway
All I wanted was for you to stay but you broke me and left the other way
This f*cked up image portrayed
I can't handle shit so I live like a holiday
I'm like an X-Box used to play
Who's to say in the end we're in a grave to decay
Happiness I have not got
Why I'm angry at the world I forgot
I'm slowly draining but hey so what
I freak out a loudmouth gets knocked out
Defend I get told bluffing
Fight back that kids disgusting
No one listens all I can do is paint pictures with lyrics hoping that someone can hear this
You I miss but all you do is f*ck with my head and hurt and diss