I've been doing good
Ballin' on my own
I'm used to no one so don't pick up phone
Cause I won't answer that
And I want the old me back
Now I'm all alone Thinkin' bout the times I had it all
But I got self respect
Gonna cash another check
I don't wanna flex
Cause I'm tryna do what's best
Drunk inside the benz
Drunk inside the rain
Smoke inside my lungs
And the fire in my veins
And yeah she's home
But shit never changed
Even though I tried to make shit change
Now I gotta run it back
Run into the facts
Ain't no one there
When you f*cking need the best
But I said it again and again and again
Nothing will change If it gets to your head
So you gotta pretend
Like everything is fine
That everything is good
Like shit is divine
And still get shit on for living your life
But that's life And that's life, goodbye