I, my joy, my everything, with you, my heart and no pain, I owe you, I, I, I
To all my brothers out there dealing with inner demons
Trust I understand the pain being lost in the maze
I've done a lot of stuff that I wish to erase
I had to come forward, damn it's hard to confess
Let me use this verse to take it out of my chest
Yeah, look, ah
It's been a couple years and I've come to accept
Nigga, looking back, all I see is a mess, ah
I know the pain of looking in the mirror and seeing what you despise
Seek for someone to blame but you're all you can find
Unclear path ahead, you too proud to be crying
Thinking it would be better if they all could just die
Your enemies trying to end your misery by any means
Cause you ain't got the balls, now you're on your knees
Looking up above, ask the lord to intervene, ah
Yeah, ask the lord to intervene
Maybe I am a monster
But I think I'd know if I were one
Not what you are
And not what you intended
Yeah, you're not alone
Never let that iish put a smile on your face
This goes to prove there's a lot of evil on the surface
Chill, maybe you not to blame
Try to look at how you got raised
The traumas, regrets, that's all you gotta erase
Maybe your parents are proud of how you got raised
There ain't no reason to walk around carrying their hate
Killing you deep inside, now you're tryna escape
Looking all around but damn, now it's too late
Asking for guidance, when you get it, you start a debate