S God - Eternal Lyrics

Is it better to have your true love forever
Or to spend each finite moment together
Eternity has gotta be better than this
Then again if not for death why even try to live
What's the point of this life if not to be forgotten
Why shed tears over time when it's never stoppin'
I'm infatuated with the thought of living forever
But what's the point of it if we not in it together

So I was starin' at the stars last night and thinkin'
Life's quick in the cosmic eye like blinkin'
It's amazing how against the odds, I made it up here
It's bittersweet how one of these are my last year
I know I got a bigger purpose on this world than dying
Prove to my loved ones that I'm worth the crying
Create change in the world so my voice has meaning
Imma shine past the point of my diamonds gleaming
Wanna make my girl proud and touch the heart of a crowd
Put my soul on a track for you to sing out loud
Know I'm usually vapid, spittin' meaningless racket
But that's not what the rest of this collection of tracks is
This my life, this is me
And I'm hopin' that you see
That I'm human just like you
When I'm wounded I still bleed
Happiness not guaranteed, so Imma go out and find it
Hopefully I leave behind something worth it and timeless

Is it better to have your true love forever
Or to spend each finite moment together
Eternity has gotta be better than this
Then again if not for death why even try to live
What's the point of this life if not to be forgotten
Why shed tears over time when it's never stoppin'
I'm infatuated with the thought of living forever
But what's the point of it if we not in it together

This ominous mystery that's been causing my misery
If I put it simplistically, man I'm scared to die
Already overflowing mine so put your plate aside
Lately I've been cornered in a strange state of mind
Like how can I let go of this, relinquish my control of this
When no one on this earth knows for sure who Jehovah is
If energy never dies why does my life feel jeopardized
Every time I think of moving on to what they call paradise
Why my brain get so terrorized when I'm trying to clarify
What'll happen to my soul when my purpose is satisfied
Man I can't even fantasize what'll happen in afterlife
'Cause my brain can't handle when I sit back and analyze
Damn
What a mess this is
This strange thing called life where the premise is
Eternal journey tryna chase after one big wish
That'll never come true despite your messages
And it's hard to come to terms 'cause I want more time
To tell you that I love you when you're on my mind
To hear your laugh and know that everything will be alright
Talk about our hopes and dreams, staying up all night
It's got me petrified and I can't even try to pretend
That I wouldn't give my soul just to find a defense
But I know all good things come to an end
'Cause we all bow down to what we can't prevent
I guess