S Kape - Till I'm Bleeding Lyrics

Till i'm bleeding
So hard on myself cuz I need it
I'd rather die than to quit and be defeated
F*ck whoever doubted
All my life, been mistreated

Im beating on my brain till it's bleeding
Why
Cause i'm the f*cking best and I believe it
Dying
Told them bout the heights that i'm reaching
Crying
They just wanna stop me from breathing
F*ck You
Holding on to life and Im squeezing
Lying
Forgot about the past for a reason
Dying
Told them bout the heights that i'm reaching
Gotta
Push the f*ckin boundary till I'm bleedin
F*ck you

All the situations I been tossed in
Bullshit
Feel stuck in the places that i'm locked in
Toxic
Hometown, but don't belong in Boston
Hard nights
Your bad vibes were making me exhausted
F*ck off
Spoke on how I felt, but then you run off
Bitch I have put blood sweat and tears in all of my Songs
You don't see that, when I blow up you'll be like come on
Jarid man, you my dawg
Remember I helped you when your mama
Was on f*cking your ass, what
Shut the f*ck up, do you ever hear yourself
Where the f*ck were you at when I was promoting music
Tell me where we're you when I failed as a college student
Where the f*ck were you at when I felt like I was useless
Really where were you when I felt suicidal, wait
Next topic
Don't get me going
I should be less honest
Techtonic
Built up a lotta stress until I slept on it
Start over
Point is, f*ck your ego, can't wait to flex on it

Im beating on my brain till it's bleeding
Why
Cuz i'm the f*cking best and I believe it
Dying
Told them bout the heights that I'm reaching
Crying
Cuh they just wanna stop me from breathing
F*ck You
I'm holding on to life and Im squeezing
Lying
Forgot about the past for a reason
Dying
Told them bout the heights that I'm reaching
Gotta
Push the f*ckin boundary till I'm bleedin
F*ck you

Y'all got me heated on some hot shit
Real shit
Just tryna make something y'all can rock with
Feel it
Y'all doubted my skill hoping I lost it
Feeling
Like I no longer should get these options
Weakness
Beating on your head like a mosh pit
Yo fault
You just run around tryna start shit
On God
You come back to me to steal my profits
No Cap
Ain't no prophecy cuz I'm the prophet
Ya Bitch
An there's no privacy when I am honestly rich
There's no calling me when I am conscious & lit
How the f*ck'd you think that you could doubt on the kid
Then expect a royal treatment, when you far from a king
Get out of my face, you a pimple, a disgrace
You tried to make me hate myself, but you just got replaced
I don't live by the law, but keep it brief like a case
All the shit that I saw, makes me think I'm never safe