baggage claim Video (MV)

My big sister used to beat the shit out of me
Cause she said that no brother of hers' will ever be a pussy
But boy, oh boy, bet she didn't see this coming
Ten years later, I became the biggest pussy she's ever seen

Then my big brother taught me how to hold back my tears
He said "crying's for pussies, my boy, and there's no pussy in here"
And to this day, I still can't cry, I feel so broken
All these feelings I've been holding in are slowly decomposing

Cause I've got so much baggage, gets heavier each day
I'm not proud, but I'm also not ashamed
Cause I've got so much baggage, I'll be your baggage claim
I'm not proud, but I'm really not ashamed

Cause I've been dealing with this since the 90's
I'm bitter as shit, so don't mind me
I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you
I've been saying that shit since the 90's
But nobody listens when I speak
I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you

I don't deserve, I don't deserve loving her, i don't deserve

My dear mother got the short end of every stick
A husband that has a heavy fist
And kids that don't give a shit
And my dear father threw his fist through every dry wall
I can hear the screams from my bedroom
But I act like I can't at all

And my so-called best friends called me fat
Until I wasn't
I was 13 when I lost the weight
Did I starve myself for nothing?

Cause I'm still hungry
F*ck your food, I'm craving revenge
Six years later, just to get them back
I f*cked all of their girlfriends

Cause I've got so much baggage, gets heavier each day
I'm not proud, but I'm also not ashamed
Cause I've got so much baggage, I'll be your baggage claim
I'm not proud, but I'm really not ashamed

Cause I've been dealing with this since the 90's
I'm bitter as shit, so don't mind me
I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need to
I've been saying that shit since the 90's
But nobody listens when I speak
I don't mean to freak you out, but uh oh, I think I need you

Cause I don't deserve
I don't deserve
Loving her
I don't deserve

Don't deserve
I don't deserve
A life with her
I don't deserve

Don't deserve
I don't deserve
Loving her
Oh I don't deserve