Sad Division - Appendicitis Lyrics

I wish you would know this isn't your fault
It's all on me you knew it all along
I lie and fake to get you to feel
I just can't wait to make this real
I try so hard just to find some motivation
Ask how I'm doing and I'll change the conversation
Nothing makes me feel the way I used to
I close my eyes if it means not seeing the truth
You would be better off without me around
Some peace of mind and without my clouds
I often wonder what I could have said
To make you better I got stuck in my head
I try so hard just to find some motivation
Ask how I'm doing and I'll change the conversation
Nothing makes me feel the way I used to
I close my eyes if it means not seeing the truth