Sad Division - Stay Golden Ponyboy Lyrics

One day I'll be walking and maybe I won't be too scared
To make eye contact with anyone who just might stare
At my imperfections or keep me open ended
I'll just keep it to myself this stress is never ending
I spend days staring at the mirror I wonder why
I can't seem to look at myself in another way
Will you still think of me
I can't take another week
Everyone's out there living their own life
I still wish I was apart of yours
My insecurities seem to get the best of me
Are you exactly the person you thought you would be
If you could take it back you would be just like me
I spend all of my time in the bedroom of my home
Don't try to talk to me I just want to be alone
I wonder why I can't give you up
I'm wasting time being what you want
Every time I see myself I can't look past this empty space
My insecurities seem to get the best of me
We're all afraid of a shitty ending
But then again, death is the only ending
So let's just say we're living life to the
Very day that we all go and die